loving you is like smoking cigarette. can't stop and can't get enough. it's addiction. and my love for you is like cigarette smoke. spreading widely into my heart. :)

Thursday, June 30, 2011

All Alone

For the past 2 month. Lots of problem, Full of LIAR and BACKSTABBER. Act, i'm kinda lazyass updating this blog. But you know, this blog won't be happier without my lil' own story. So here we go. Yeah i look happy on the outside, but in the inside? who know? only me and GOD. Now i am independent man. no matter how hard and difficult my problem is, i have to solve it by my own. I've been kick from my own house by my mum last month. so, "pandai-pandai lah hidup". Haa, the reason i've been kicked out because missunderstood between me and my mum. It's STUPID isn't? So so so much DRAMA either from my ex, my friend and my family. I'm stuck in the middle! And it sucks! keep it goin' you all, i'll be here watching you. And my ex, you can GO TO HELL! I'm totally single! Ehh not single, it's INDEPENDENT. I don't need nobody. I depend on myself. I just need some time and some rest. Middle finger for those who hate me, go sit with the rest of the haters waiting for me to give a FUCK! I don't give a shit. Get a life moron. Hahaha. Still counting 8 days 19 hours 1 minutes 30 seconds  left. :)

Hear Me

So much noise
Can’t I just clear it all?
I want to hear the silence
I want to feel the silence

Feel the silence in your arms
The only break in sleep
The beat
Your heart
Next to mine
I can feel the steady rhythm of your pulse
Against my skin
The layers go
Pulse-skin-skin-pulse
Until there is only one heart in the stillness of the night
Only one beat breaking the shadows of
Your hand on mine
My heart your heart together as one.